true

Never judge a day by the weather

The best things in life aren't things

Tell the truth - there's less to remember

Speak softly and wear a loud shirt

Goals are deceptive - the unaimed arrow never misses

He who dies with the most toys - still dies

Age is relative - when you're over the hill, you pick up speed

There are two ways to be rich - make more or desire less

Beauty is internal - looks mean nothing

No Rain - No Rainbows

Kimos Hawaiian rules

let it go - the

let it go - the
smashed word broken
open vow or
the oath cracked length
wise - let it go it
was sworn to
go

let them go - the
truthful liars and
the false fair friends
and the boths and
neithers - you must let them go they
were born
to go

let all go - the
big small middling
tall bigger really
the biggest and all
things - let all go
dear

so comes love



e. e cummings

oh my

Drinking never ends well. I always end up being " that girl". I try to live my life with poise and purpose and then for some reason when I drink I become so sloppy. The worst part is if I'm not doing something that will make me feel awful in the morning I am doing something to make someone else feel awful. Which ultimately results in me feeling like I do right now; ashamed. Throwing yourself at someone is bad but how about when you do it to someone who has been in love with you for years and now the next day you have to tell them that you only did it in your drunken state for a joke. I'm actually a terrible person. I can't even face him, I've been hiding out ignoring my phone for way too long now. My main issue here is that I hate hurting people's feelings and I feel like as long as I remain inactive about the situation I'm safe. I've created a weird love triangle here. For I have feelings for one person who is distant doesn't want a relationship yet I sleep with him ( trust me I know how wrong this is). Then there is boy number two who I get along way better with but I just can't see him that way. We go out on "dates" and I talk to him everyday. Yet I sleep and have feelings with boy number. Boy number 1 wouldn't ome to the party the other day so I drowned myself in alcohol and threw myself at number 2. I have big big issues. Now I have to fix this, but I don't know what I want at all. Maybe my drunken self is trying to tell me something... as weird as that sounds. Oh god I really don't know what to do. What i should do is tell number 2 that i acknowledge what I did and I'm sorry and I hope we can move past that I that I won't send mixed messages anymore ever and maybe we can take some space. I should tell number 1 to take a walk because if you won't make time for me in the daylight you sure as hell can't have me at 2:30 am. Or at least I should do one of those things... How come it is so easy to come up with a plan but the execution is excruciating? I wish I could say that to number one and he would make some sort of romantic gesture and finally get it but then again I don't live in a romantic comedy. I'm very dramatic on mondays, probably because I find myself in awkward situations a lot. Blah